It has been a while since I thought “sex” in an analytical way. But then Hans got me thinking in a different way. Sex, relationships, abortion and other matters I normally think of, linked up to what I usually work on, after a conversation with Hans. And for a change, I think of climate change. And that too with a sexy effect to it.

Yes I guess I am playing with words as I usually do. I was never too good at being too serious when I was typing out things. (unless required by my examiners or lecturers) So the obvious tone of not too rational in sentence structures. Was never too good at it, though I have tried to brave my blunders.

So coming back to the point, away from all the abstract, and what I am trying to focus on here. Yes sex seems obviously important to many of us around, though considered not a topic worth being discussed in a serious manner. Unless put into innuendos of sentences with sexual connotations and intended double meanings. (totally piss me off, but I think it has become a habit of many who are venting their frustration and practicing their freedom of expression)

Even most of us in relationships never speak sex. Why have that chat? Horrendous it is. And not meant to be discussed by those good souls who have utmost respect for each other. (and die of frustration within) I hit epiphany on the same matter when I was discussing my frustration on the same lines, with everybody but my partner. No I did not put a discussion forum on my sexual life, just that we women seem to be capable of talking about many things with girlfriends, and among that many, lies this topic sex too, I guess. So here I am the pandit, happily venting my frustration with my best friend, while the man who matters is absolutely clueless about what runs in my mind.

Yes, never thought that I would run out of words, words to vent, words to express myself. Guess it does happen to the most talkative of us. A moment of running out of words, when silence creeps in and then it kind of resides, and then makes its permanent residence within us.

Well then there is always a time to act.

Muscle up all the courage and have that conversation, that terrible awkward conversation, as to why things were not the way you want it to be, and why the hell was it not the way you want it to be.

I did have that talk and realised that it sure can do wonders 🙂