It was a beautiful wedding. She thought as she went through their wedding photos. He and she were both smiling, and he looked the self she fell in love with, minus the beard. She has her motherly look on him, the one she used to have when he was up to mischief, or was acting cute. She wondered how things could go so wrong, and yet things could look so beautiful on photos.
She remembered him pulling out all the pins in her hair, in her sari, and helping her out of the jacket. He had been helpful and caring. Though they had slept in their side of the bed, she staying awake while he had fallen asleep fast.
Life had changed fast, for the best at times and for the worse at others. From either side of the bed, they had merged to hug each other to sleep, and huddle against each other in their sleep and for him to forcibly be woken up from his sleep from her kisses, while he childishly tried to escape from them not yet awaken and half in his sleep. She liked their mornings, where she tried to get him out of bed, while he crawled back on and slept letting her bug him for another two or three hours.
Moments of the past linger, while their baby moved within her soon awaiting his entrance to sunshine. She wondered if his dad would ever see him, whether he felt anything for his son. All she knew was that she would have to learn to live with and without his memories, as time moves on, and hopefully till she has moves on for her sake and her son’s.
My darling vositha,
Having a eight months old baby to look after and running after .I didn`t have much time to go through your “moments”But I would like to express my true thoughts,it`s not because I see a creature suffering and I get this strange desire to pacify her.IT`s because I want to tell you the truth.I don`t know what kind of relatonship u both had,or both gonna be have.But one thing I`m sure.Your son will change your life,may be his life as well.You dunno how much lucky you`r coz you will soon be a mother.To have a creature who have exact featrues of yours and his,would change both of your lives.A baby is a “nature`s miracle”.How can he deny someone of his own.Even if he determined to now,I don`t think he will have the courage after seeing the creature.Of course you may not forgive him or you may forgive him.But for the moment concentrate on your baby .People would say that it`s hard to bring up a baby without a so called “husband”.look I am bringing up my daughter without him near.He`s only coming home on saturdays that`s also in the evenings,being a doctor he`s too busy,now it`s something normal for me.after you gt used to something It becomes something normal not strange.The logic is simple. forget your worries.Don`t forget your a lucky one coz you have this little one.He can def change your life .Future is so unpredicatable.Wish you all the best and welcome to the mother`s world!!!!!!!