I am so jobless and am lacking a place to sleep so I end up eves dropping on a group of French boys who keep on complaining and laughing about everything that they have been up to and some girl called Emilie.

Yes I am living some of those awakening moments of life , wide awake when I should be sleeping. Nevertheless I have realised that one can just fall asleep quite involuntarily and without having any consciousness about it by just leaning on a chair (happened a couple of times, but did manage to wake up in a few minutes.

Sleep definitely be a luxury that I be deprived of and seem to in continuance in such deprivation, over and over and over again.

Any kind soul who pities me?